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unspeakable

by littlerunaway bryde

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verse 1- all this history together when did we become strangers? was it when you left me? or when i became silent? chorus- sometimes i wonder why was it for him or for me? not that it matters but maybe you still felt something and wanted to be sure you did nothing verse 2- and i regret going with what felt right cause i only wanted you right here and all i did was lose you you where my best friend
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a crack in a diamond goes further down than a tear in a heart that's a reference you probably wouldn't get but you're the one that introduced me to the concept of romance in different shapes and colors but it all fades down to that same ugly color the reds been flushed out the smokes been cleared you gotta decide and let me know but that's something you would never do hell you can't even say the damn truth so call a spade a spade but at the club it's the diamonds that matter you can throw away the hearts but when you gamble you're bound to lose something without ever noticing until time runs out a diamonds to thick to break the heart tears up easily i've got scares from the time i've spent with you and you're the one who introduced me to the concept the color fades from the rock it doesn't mean what it typically does at least not for us the future is all to clear but theres thick lines of useless hope you never decided and you never speak till it's too late we were more than friends less than lovers but then again we were less than that weren't we? so call a spade a spade but at the club it's the diamonds that matter you can throw away the hearts but when you gamble you're bound to lose something without ever noticing until time runs out
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verse 1 - i was lookin through old messages i'm not really sure why and i feel just a bit anxious my depression will soon be worse cause i can't stay mad at you you've changed me and now apart we've become different people i lost my faith and hope but my love wouldn't die chorus 1- i'm sworn to silence you make that hard i'm sworn to life but you ripped it apart maybe you were too perfect for me i want to git it another shot but at least you didn't have to cut me off for every step i overtook you knew that it wouldn't be this one verse 2- i shattered an image you had of me but it was an attempt to keep things just the way they should of been maybe not lovers but not gone forever though i see you coming back in the future and you'll finally break the chorus 2- silence i'm sworn to you make it hard i'm sworn to life you ripped it apart maybe i made too many mistakes i want to give it another shot but at least you didn't have to cut me off for every step i overtook you knew that it wouln't be this one and i said so many things i wish i could take back if i could go back in time this pathetic loser would lose one less thing
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chorus- stop biting your toung! i'll stop cutting my throat! our names are wrighten! on these bloody epitaphs!!! three words! change it all! three words! i need to hear you say! if you keep silent! my blood will be on your hands!!!!!! verse 1- you're the one who said you wanted me to live but why arent you here? to grab the knife out of my hand!!!!!! verse 2- i'm the one who promised but what does it mean anymore? why arent you here? to stop me putting an end to this!!!!!!
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left waiting 04:08
verse 1- we both know this feelin' and we know how it ends but i couldn't accept that no it's why i tried so hard but i always said too much chorus- it's been 6 years and things are different now i have so much to say to you but i'm left waiting for you theres many things i have to say to you now the first day i met you i couldn't quit you now i need you as a friend not a lover verse 2- we both know the cure for the pain we want to end but i swore i'd wait i swore i'd be invisible but i'm cracking from the weight of what i need
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you said you didn't want to hurt me but it's your choices that are killing me now i'm walking down the street THROWING UP AT THE VERY THOUGHT OF YOU i'm losing my mind hearing your voice you're 2 cities away why can i hear you so well? i just want you closer to me i want to know that you're ok because i'm not ok IT'S YOUR CHOICES THAT ARE BREAKING ME YOU SAID YOU'D ALWAYS HOLD ME IN YOUR HEART BUT YOU'RE LETTING GO AND I BELIEVED THE WORDS OF A HYPOCRITE AND NOW THE PAIN WELL IT'S CRITICAL I DIDDN'T WANT TO WRIGHT ABOUT IT AGAIN but i had to get these words down because i'm looking for any sign and this is the only way for me to say it to you cuz i'm not breaking anything i'm sorry i fell but i don't regret it but i'm hoping at some point you will pick me off the ground ALIVE YEAH AND I KNOW I'M GOING A LITTLE FUCKING CRAZY IT'S WHAT YOU DO TO ME AND JUST KNOW THAT IF YOU EVER COME BACK TO ME YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO PROVE YOU STILL LOVE ME before i ever want your lips on mine again it's your kiss i miss but for now i'm fine holding you in my arms I'M LICKING MY WOUNDS AND SOMEHOW IT FEELS LIKE YOU'RE TAKING A LIKEING TO IT I NEVER FELL FOR ANYONE SO HARD YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME IT'S WHAT YOU DID TO REPLACE THE PIECES OF ME THAT YOU TOOK and i just want to hear your voice again coming straight from your face i need to know that everything for you is ok and i wish i had moved faster because nothing was ever meant to last and now that you're gon well i CAN'T GO ON I TRIED MOVING ON CUZ THAT'S WHAT YOU WANTED FROM ME BUT IT'S NOT HAPPENING i can only hold out for so long it's been years and everything is catching up with me i can't keep saying everything's ok i know that it's not cuase until i see you again i'm slowly dying inside and after everything that you did to me i will never be the same again I KNOW NOW HOW I SCREWED UP BUT IT'S TOO LITTLE TOO LATE IF YOU CAN FIND IT IN YOU I WANT TO BE WITH YOU again
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so what if? 03:50
chorus 1&2- i'm at the edge so what if i take that final step? the gun pressed against my head so what if i pull the trigger? the rope around my neck so what if i just kick the chair? is there anything you can say? cuz i'm only living for you but you're not here anymore it's only your hand that can pull me back verse 1- and since you've gone i feel theres nothing left to live for except my music but sometimes even that feels empty and i'm not feeling any better cuz the only things that's changed are my reasons why i've already found remourse for you know what even so still verse 2- even though i might still have more to live for except for you just sometimes that thought feels empty and i'm not feeling any better cuz you still haunt my mind i've forgotten what it is to rely on myself did i even know? chorus 3- i'm at the edge so what if i take some steps back? the gun pressed against my head so what if i never pull the trigger? the rope around my neck so what if i untie this knot? is there anything you can say? cuz i'm only living for you and that's a word i'm keeping too though it's the only thing of you i still feel
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unspeakable 04:10
verse 1- i admit it i have my ugly side and so do you isent it ironic? how someone who means so much can disappear as if they never existed chorus1- and i did the unspeakable today cuz i needed closure confirmed everything's different now and i don't think we could've got along together but it still hurts and i hope you're happy with him but i hope karma makes it's way to you verse 2- what the hell did you mean? when you said you'd guard my heart cuz i don't see you anywhere but i know where you are and if anything happens now well my hands are tied waiting fo you to prove you're not a ghost of the girl who stole my heart chorus 2- and i did the unspeakable today cuz i needed closure confirmed everything's different now and i don't think we could've got along together but it still hurts and i hope you're happy with him but i hope karma makes it's way to you cuz you left me empty
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verse 1- i'll never look at this the same i don't think it means anything but you still mean everything to me and even though you're gone i still feel you right at my side but it's an eerie feeling of loneliness cuz i know you're not there and never will be again chorus- back then we told told each other everything i looked in your eyes and they sparkled in a way i wish they still would for me again you knew my deepest secret kept me from ending it all funny you're the reason i feel that way now but back then you pulled me back from a danger i couldn't see it seemed you cared for me and now that i know i don't think i'll ever look at this the same no oh verse 2- you'll never see me the same and i think it means everything that it never meant anything to you and though i'm gone i probably still infect your thoughts cuz god knows you do mine and it's a warm feeling of togetherness cuz you know i'm here and i'll always be again
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verse 1- my life is beholden by someone who wouldn't give a damn if i died we're both so different yet the same you'd save me when i wish death just came but then you turn around do every thing you can to stab me deep as though you're saying that the only one who can take my life is the one who has my heart i need to move on but every time i try i fall back again chorus- hate me if you like it doesn't change how i feel about you you know we used to be so close what happened to the bond we shared? i know your answer but it doesn't add up at all cuz you know that isn't me it's like we became strangers instead of old lovers i'm fine if we just stay friends you got to understand i'm not overstepping my boundaries i'm a new man you wouldn't recognize me i'm not the only one whos changed but we can always come back to this verse 2- i'm trying not to make this a habbit cuz it's the very thing that made you go and had me saying damnit a few years ago things where perfect now i just wish that i could end it but i'm bound by the words that at the time i honestly thought meant something love kills now i know why you're like a fucking whore with a knife ready to stab in the back but you're not happy with that twisting alone wouldn't satisfy you

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released August 6, 2021

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littlerunaway bryde Jackson, Michigan

i'm a solo musician though i'm probably best known for my vocal covers specifically of tales ops i've played guitar since i was 7 and have learned a variety of other instruments and wright my own music as well which is posted here

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